dont trust me to be rational
its just not in a woman's nature

i got my life neatly in place but my emotions all over my head. i feel like i'd cry & laugh at the same time. i could scream then shout at myself to shut up. i feel as if the world's coming to an end, but it forgot me & left me alone. i hate crowds. i hate solitude. i dont know whats wrong & i dont know how to fix it.

suggestions anyone?